Lyrics: Deep down in my ......
Lost in my own...
Tryna get right
Lost in my life
This reasons why..
I dont wanna die.. x3
You said never let me get my mind...
Now i lost my life.
Just go get that knife...
I just wanted love
but you gave me fuck..
Now you fucking him...
And i wanna die
You told me that you would never leave me
Now i see that you stuck on your cd
Saying that you dont believe me
Saying that you dont need me
Used to love when i sat down
Wonder where are you at now
Looking back like im back now
What the fuck really went down
Used to love you so much
Got my mind in a donut
Wanna kill my self dont wanna f- f- fucking grow up
Tryna not to fall down
Looking down on my
Noy tryna die right now
Looking round like im blind
Tryna find my own spotlight , dead inside
Dont wanna die right now I should try
I want to die , i want to die you seen me cry
This is my life
Said he was a friend
Now he is your boy
That was your choice
Now i am destroyed
And I dont wanna fall
Its hard to crawl
when you feeling like you lost it all
I dont wanna die... but I feel like it
Oh my god why you really had to kill my shit
Maybe love was a curse
Know that you are my first
Ima love you
While I’m breathing
And when I’m
Buried in the dirt x4
Fucked up in my head
Another message on read
Can’t live without you
All the rumors were true
I didn’t think that you would leave a nigga
Had me fantasizing I was thinking bigger
Spent a rack for you ring finger
If depressions a band im the lead singer
Don’t sleep that much these days
Can’t eat I’m losing weight
Your name brings so much pain
Got it written in my veins
They say the real don’t cry
I can’t shed no tears from these eyes
Black heart 🖤 with no emotion
Suicidal drug and I am overdosing
Walking through these hallways
People everywhere but I’m lost in space
Been a couple years ain’t forgot your face
Can’t concentrate but I’m a contemplate
To conversate with my soul and let it walk away I gotta hate myself for letting you go...
Don’t know what we lost until it’s lost and now broke...
this song is dedicated to the troops who are still fighting in battle. stay strong and dont let these thotties get to you. U can do this...i believe in you! do it for the soldiers who have fallen... RIP to the fallen soldiers who have failed.
cover art created by Moral Man (instagram: @moralman)
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TRACK 01. R.I.P To all who have ever lost their life from a school shooting. This song is the mind of the suppressed, the overly depressed. if you see someone who is lonely all the time and needs help, FUCKING HELP THEM. This is the intro. It hurt me to make this and to all my soundcloud family, you are NEVER alone with slowforever!